We all knew it was bound to happen…you can’t keep up a 2,000 word a day life (up from nothing since I was editing before this) without a few stumbling blocks.
Today is my first one.
I would rather do anything but write today. Anything! ANYTHING! I’ve been listening to British Next Top Model for God’s sake! How desperate must I be? I’ve punched out 500+ words but only because the terror of having 4000 words to put to paper tomorrow makes my heart beat in a sort of painful off-kilter way. It’s not even that I have writers cramp, far from it actually, I’ve got an entire chapter outlined and ready to go…I just DON’T WANT TO DO IT!
I cannot figure out what is wrong with me. I’ve had to reward myself over and over again today for doing the barest of work! Five minutes writing…get to listen to a 40 minute podcast. Ten minutes writing…and an installment of ANTM (well, BNTM) an installment being 10 minutes or so.
What is wrong with me? OYE! I just wish I could find the drive today…the need to keep going to beat out imaginary (ok, so they are real but not in my life) foes and make them cringe at my wordcount…unfortunately I’m thinking of going back through all my stuff to see if I can wring out a few more words (via missed files and random bits and background info) so I don’t have to write the rest of my 1,500 words for the day.
It won’t happen, we all know that if I had more than 200 words hiding somewhere I’ve already pulled that puppy out and used it. Amen. And don’t get all holier than thou, you know you do the same thing…
Anyway, find you peace and…hey I wonder if this would count? It IS writing. No? You guys are so mean. 🙁